
Naming as a license, not a cure
I had my own language read back to me and came away with five names for what I do. A name takes nothing away: the reflex fires as before, and what I hold now is a place to stand next

I had my own language read back to me and came away with five names for what I do. A name takes nothing away: the reflex fires as before, and what I hold now is a place to stand next

From outside, the edge of a filter reads as coldness, and for a long stretch I was afraid that coldness had come down to me whole and was simply what I am. The instrument did come down the line; nothing
The terms are written where they belong. Each field holds three desks, and every entry a desk writes raises the terms it uses, each term given a meaning, a mechanism and the places it appears. The record on these pages stays first person and hand made; the fields grow the nomenclature.