Ungated is the real count
Three projects can throttle me and six can leave me calm, and for a long time I read that as a fault in me. The number that decides the week was never how many things I carry. It is how
The longer component sets the direction
A cost arrives with several components at once and only one of them has a currency in front of it. Direction comes off the whole vector, the countable component is a reading and not a direction, and for years I
Presence is a cost even unbilled
A session that only runs when I am in the room is spending my capacity whether or not anybody cuts an invoice for it. What gets supplied in a room like that is not help, it is the trigger and
The missing owner
Someone who only operates has a vacant seat above him: no party to set the terms, price the hours, or decide what the work is worth. That is why nothing ever collects from him, and why the hours he means